About 18 years ago I was walking through the Scottsdale Civic Center park. I was so angry with what was happening to me as the worlds thoughts where to kill me or have me kill myself. It was none stop. I wanted all humans to die.
It was about 3:30 am and I was just moving slow as I was exhausted, but Diablo Mephisto Ba’al would not let me sleep and I was bother others in the house so I would wonder the streets until they got up.
As I walked I saw a white coyote. It was a true albino coyote. These have a complete lack of melanin, resulting in pure white fur, pink eyes, and pink paw pads. Historical hunting and trapping data indicate that true albinism occurs in roughly one out of every 250,000 to 375,000 coyotes, making sightings exceptionally rare. A white coyote symbolizes rare spiritual awakening, unexpected transformation, and deep inner purity amid life’s chaos.
I stopped and looked at it. It was shaking. I thought to it “Hello friend, what is wrong?” and I “heard” “Are you going to kill me too?” I thought back “No. Why would I kill you?” then I thought of all the hate in my heart and paused. That is when I realized I was so preoccupied with humans hurting me I forgot about all the other animals I would hurt if I destroyed the world. All the innocent animals.
The white coyote changed my thinking and I became aware of the animals again. I forget about them sometimes thinking they are okay, but we are destroying their homes to build mini-mansions that no one can afford. Killing their food supply as we don’t want rodents in our gardens eating our peaches. These peaches are meant for all, not just humans.
Today the white coyote is my spirit guide and he walks with me down the path of life, sometimes I am aware and think of him as I often become preoccupied with the human condition as half the thoughts in my head want to kill me. I know this for a fact as they say so. They can’t but they always make ideal threats.
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